just stumbled upon an old cache of my pictures taken in malaysia on some church camp i think. i meant to show them to everyone, but at that time, i didn't blog and was lazy to email to everyone. So i kinda forgot all about them for quite a while and decided to share it with everyone.


some image i found in a departmental store. i mean... its not english, and it doesn't even rhyme. gosh.


a unnamed branded brand. :) "no fear" rip off.... they just had to choose "name" to replace "fear".


my younger bro nathaniel next to his car.
well........ u get what i mean


for those who don't know, baka is japanese for idiot or something to that extent. well. GOOD taste for a band name. boyu! your distortion or cock or whatever doesn't sound that bad anymore. ^^


this nice battered proton was given a nice name. na li you fu mu bu wang nui cheng feng, wang zhi cheng long ne(which parents don't want their daughters to become phoenixes and their sons dragons?) ? lofty aspirations. You know they say if u scratch off the paint from a proton, you can actually see milo tins? :) please don't try.



you know those little signs under the big overhead ones on the expressway like the one above?


well... i found where they came from:

GREAT REVELATION! OH MY!


yep. okay. i think i have more funny car number plates, but i think i'll save it. too much lame stuff in a day can have really bad side effects. :) ask the people sitting near me in class. okay. more lame stuff for another time. lamer signing out~

well. the prelims are over. whee?
lets all work for the first three months. sigh. physics screwed!~
played 5 hours of badminton. a much needed release after not touching that racket for so long.... well.... besides the "hot chicks" incident, which i shall not elaborate more on, lest somepeople become jealous. =) now my injured left ankle is totally...... hey! where's my ankle... must have left it behind, and lets just say i'm just aching... this is what people call shiok after working out.... well... i think is better described as seH~.
okay... there's no school on monday, and tomorrow is founder's day. is it? or is it grad tea or whatever. ahh well. who cares. going off now... can't type anymore.

stoned.

sigh. the spirit is will, but the flesh is weak. when i mean weak, i mean real weak. lets put it in context. i'm really trying my best to study hard, but i need sleep. lots of it.
i mean... i haven't been sleeping enough for the last 3 years, i could almost pose as the walking dead in the next resident evil movie.
And no, pandaren brewmaster doesn't accurately represent my current state, as i don't really show it. i have no idea where i get my outward energy from, so the next time you see me, try not to think i'm full of energy or anything. looks can be decieving.
oh. i think i screwed up my whole prelims. what's new. i think i'll probably end up working for the first 3 months at the rate i'm going. ah well... tHiNk pOsItIvElY... i could use a little spare change anyway. ;) but i guess what ever results i get, the Lord probably has a plan for my sad, sorry, excuse of a life - which is a consolation i guess. come what may, i shall accept whatever i get.
rejoice in the Lord ALWAYS, and again i say rejoice!~
might be hard at times, but i think its all part and parcel of growth both spiritually, and in character.
Now, before i get too morally correct for any of you people to stomach, i'd better start thinking of a way to break the news to my parents of that really ugly b3 raw score to my parents. dang.

bAcK tO rEaLiTy!~

so many choices to make in one lifetime. just seems so hard to make the right ones. just some meaningful words from me [they would be WISE words, but since it comes from me... er... many might beg to differ. ;) ]:

differentiate carefully because if one day when you feel like integrating,
you might get a screwed outcome because u got some values wrong.

- daniel chia

nuggets of wisdom. ponder about it. you might gain some insight into the depths of the human stupidity.

whee.
one of the most fulfilling badminton matches today!~. me, tinan, and and 4 hot chicks whom we didn't know at all. (well..... we were hot too. the ventilation wasn't very good in the hall).
well.... after 2 matches of pure bull, we finally got to pair off with the 2 girls who had a little more talent i guess.
and u know what.... i think i'm in love...........

...with a girl's play style. ^^

i mean... i couldn't even get her serves for like 3 whole times!... well... got used to it later on, which continued with a complete 0WN1N9, but i guess it added to the whole learning process of the matches... hope we bump into them next week. =)

den trained counter smashes, which was a total success, with my counter smash ratings going up about 40% in one session? it was totally awesome. thx tin.

okay... den went for household fellowship, ate.... play com... eh.... and came home with a splitting headache which is still lingering up til now, even as i type.
but i guess i haven't been blogging very much, and so i just had to blog. haha. that's it then.

maybe its the exams, maybe i've just too much time on my hands. i've just been thinking about all the wrong decisions i've made.

• was a potentially good swimmer in primary school, just to give it up because i thought i was too fat and looked like crap when i swim, only to realise that it got worst.
• rugby - my favourite sport. gave it up because i felt it made my results were looking really bad, only to realise that they still look really bad presently.
• only put ACS(barker) as third choice as i had the impression that too many people with dyed hair and pierced ears - only to go to saint andrews and realise that its far worse.
• didn't drop any science to take up art as i felt it would not very complete to drop a science from my trip science and would affect my other subjects, only to realise my marks would have been much better than that presently.
• now my mom and uncle want me to go to junior college, where i would'nt be able to further develop my potential in art, unless i take art elective, in which a place for me is not secured.

"Look, if you had one shot, one opportunityTo seize everything you ever wanted-One momentWould you capture it or just let it slip?"

if only i had learnt the easy way.

sigh. sometimes i just wish everything would just go away. guess the pressures of the exams are really started to catch up on me. just feeling kinda low. but every year, around the exams, i just feel totally depressed, think about all the exams i screwed up, and the fear that history would repeat itself. anxiety is a common thing now.

just likes the times....
waiting for my PSLE results,
waiting for my chinese results,
waiting for all those tests i hoped to do well for,

but somehow they all ended up in disappointment.
bad
bad
bad

come on!~ life has to give me a break this time. let's hope so.

whoa. its been really long since my last post. maybe i've busy. can't really tell.
here the update:

• chinese o's back - written b4, oral distinction. sob. 2 grades below expectation. seems like everyone wants to retake.... hmmm....
• prelims started, first 2 did okay, chem prac screwed so far.
• found my primary 2 jotter book! with all my previous drawings! i just realised that when i was primary 2, i couldn't draw for nuts. haha. transformers which looked totally square (SURPRISE!), and what really struck me - mickey mouse from nigeria or somalia. he was like sooooooooo skinny. i disgust myself. well..... okay, so it was better than my brother's primary 6 drawing, but that's no consolation, coz my brother was doing algebra, and spelling "individualistic" and other words i would have crapped up, at primary 6. not only that, but i even had trouble spelling stuff at primary 2. ROLLER COSTUR! welll...... paiseh. =X
• i've started studying everyday outside, not at home, in a attempt to prevent excessive sleeping.

okay. that's about it.

yay. got my iRiver 2 days back, but didn't update my blog. haha. i think is cool. been downloading albums of the net... haha. don't tell RIAS. ;) oh... i don't download using this com anyway, so don't bother trying to trace my ip address and ask them to come after me. =D

here's my music recommendation of the week. The Calling - Two.
lets just say its nice. up to you to believe me or not.

the prelims start in 2 days, so im going out to study the whold day away again. sounds really fake - me doing such a thing as that... and to be honest, i have no idea why i'm this, coz i actually have no intentions on going anywhere for the first 3 months. so maybe it'll be harder to catch up, but i think the break would be well deserved. i think i just got possessed by the study bug. sigh... my nemesis @ one time.

okay, i think i gotta go eat lunch so i can go study soon.

seems like my previous post didn't seem to make it online. ah well. not like anyone cared, so i shall no repost it.

i dunno. just feeling a little low today. mom doesn't believe that i'm studying when she's not looking, and thinks i spend time with friends talking and not learning anything when i have group study. somehow i think the number of times i have lied to her could be counted by the sub-limbs my body, but still its so hard to trust. sigh. suddenly i wish i had more independance. ah well, no use boring everyone with my ramblings. i shouldn't be here anyway. should be studying.

oh. the urgency of the impending prelims is getting to me now. haha. finally. hope i manage to pull through and gain that little bit of trust i've been earnestly seeking for quite a while. catch everyone after the exams.

6 MORE DAYS.