"It's For The Best"
-Straylight Run
It takes more time than I've ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best,
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was,
Now that I'm older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand,
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself, And say it's for the best,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come.
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first off, i shall apologize for not blogging for the past week, although i promised to do so.
it was possibly due to two reasons:
1. post submission activities taking up most of my time
2. nothing interesting to talk about, and if it was interesting, i probably told all my friends and decided not to post them on my blog. or something to that effect.
so i shall blame my, sad, mundane life, on the reason for blogging so little.
the last few days have been spent listening to a series of messages, by brother christian chen, one of those old men you'd imagine gettting into a debate with a conman and ending up converting him.
he has a baffling amount of insight.
so no prizes for guessing what i did after today's 9am to 5pm workshop.
whatever it is, tomorrow is back to school, and i highly suspect that im one of the slowest in class for the next submission so ive to get down to work soon. which means less time to blog. and upon reading this, most of you would be wondering how i could possibly blog less.
and with respect to that, i shall say, lets wait and see.
