bleagh. 40% alch remy martin vsop no joke mannn... *swoon*
hee. i must be drunk. oh wait. that's impossible due do my size, which has rendered me omnipotent, and the fact that i'm just retarded all the time.
ah. just decided to have some in place of the cup of coffee, just to keep me awake for the studying tonight. lets just say it kinda evaporated before it got very far. downed like a whole..... 4 sips? lolx. so much for keeping awake. but it tasted good tho.
back to studying i guess. after dinner. chinese o's tmmr again. damn sian sia. taking again. if only they could like give people marks depending on effort instead of ability. everyone knows i'm a jiak kantang(eat potato) person. dang it. hope it goes well, Godwilling.

yay. my titration answer accepted. :)
next up, bio.
up and on!

"life is a testimony to how crappy things can be."

-Daniel Chia [23][10][2004]

today's mission... ... ... failed.

my titration readings were a whole 0.2 off. i think i'm screwed. and the other thing is that i didn't test for the gas evolved from the hydrogen peroxide. sighh.... i'd say i got a rough estimate of 5 marks deducted. and judging by the results i think the other better schools would get, i think i'll have to spend my pre-u life in some institute.... maybe the mental one.

so things didn't go the way i wanted it to go. i actually did my titration a whole 4 times. only to get a reading still 0.2 off. can't be a stroke of bad luck either because i don't believe in luck.

soooo.... maybe God wants a better route for my, and wants to mould my future not according to my will, but to His will. rejoice in the Lord always.

lamp upon my feet and a light unto my path (a very dim one)?
keeping the faith. onward to the next exam!~

FOR GREAT JUSTICE! TAKE OFF EVERY ZIG! ...surprisingly, i shall not be aiming for an a1 or anything like many people are doing, but i shall take a more practical approach to the impending doom. my opinions on tomorrow's exam?

Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city,
spend a year there, carry on business and make money." Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a
little while and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord's
will, we will live and do this or that."

-James 4:13-15

I don't know about tomorrow,

I just live from day to day.

I don't borrow from it's sunshine,

For it's skies may turn to gray.

I don't worry o'er the future,

For I know what Jesus said,

And today I'll walk beside Him,

For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow,

I don't seem to understand;

But I know Who holds tomorrow,

And I know Who holds my hand.

Words and Music: Ira Stanphill

what else can i say? hey chem o'level paper...

...just bring it.

(if the Lord wills.)

here are the two ways of reasoning out the previous question which i thought of.

[situation1]
due to inertia, the bird would splat on the back of the bus, as the bus is in constant motion, therefore as the bus moves forwards, the bird remains in the back, and then splat. flat bird.

[situation2]
as the air in the bus and everything else is in motion together with the bus, if the bird hovers IN the bus, then everything is kinda moving together yea? and so the bird would technically be hovering as if it were in still air. as so, bird still flying.

okay, so nobody has really come to a conclusion, so i shall just leave you all guessing. just don't think about it too much, lest you all become as retarded as me.

next thing to address....

[the pokemon question.]
pokemon can be kept in those tiny little balls. ya? so storing them wouldn't be that much of a problem. so ben, say i stupid ah. go screw yourself... anyone see people keep bicycles in a pokeball?! but the main point is that basically nothing is supposed to make sense in games, in this case, pokemon, for if it did make sense, some really stupid questions would arise, like the question i posed yesterday.

don't think too much ya.

one of those days again. i spent quite a bit of time just thinking. thinking abou everything. the more i thought, the less i knew. so i've decided to burden everyone with some of my thoughts, and if you have an answer, please do tell me. just got to get all this crap out of my head asap.
i shall share two questions today.

[the humming bird question]
if a humming bird hovers in the middle of a moving bus, and the bus is moving forwards, does it splat on the back window, or does it stay in the middle the whole time as the bus is moving?

... and away from all serious stuff.....

[one of the greatest mysteries of all time.]
here's a picture out of pokemon leaf green:

how does the main character fit the whole bike into her pocket?


okay. anwers are most appreciated. :)

"dreams are just the mind's pathetic attempt at masking the truth."

- dc [16.10.04 ]

(this is technically just something i came up with while sitting on the holy toilet bowl and contemplating about how crappy everything is. such thoughts might have been conjured up by the amazing amount of inspiration you can find right underyour nose. x)

okay. that was just sick. i shall shut it. :)

it was the last day of school today. it was going to be really emotionally for me. buuttt.... u know, im not the sort to breakdown and cry. the closest thing that almost got me crying was a korean drama.(sad, but true).
when i saw the teacher's messages in the card, i could help but laugh at the fact that they removed part of mrs yeo's message to 4SE.
the first line was actually :

"at the start of the year, i even said you could beat 4SA, well, nevermind."

hee. 4SA rocks.okay.
i'll be missing everyone. try not to miss me yea ;). there are probably even more lame people out there... i guess.

and i shall write something for everyone. how nice of me right?

[david ba] baba. stupid shit. =) i should be going ya house to make warcraft maps, so dun have to say goodbye yet. ;) and you're also as stupid as me, sooo.... lets hope we get into the same place.

[ben] cheee-bye bye!

[brain] hey brain, gonna miss your colourful antics. "auntie! GRASS POWER!"

[teenesh] C-O-C-O-N-U-T boy!

[david cheah] worthy component in art, not saying i'm good, so technically i'm not saying YOUR good.^^ hehe. kidding. keep up the good work.

[kevin] chest nut tree. follow your heart, follow that arrow on your hand. it may lead somewhere. crop moles! ->

[herngliang] "i dun want to pay money!" hehe. you shall be remembered.

[shawn cho] there will be some better than miss goh. face it. keep looking! will miss looking at the birds with you.

[weijian] still remember the time i called u possessed. ah well. you probably felt the same too. lets be in the next excorcist movie okay? wei hao's cousin! bet some of you still dont know that. ;)

[Kashmir] the guy with the weird name. and the weird personality, and the weird.... everything. yi shu hai you yi shu gao (1 tree got 1 tree higher) also the traffic lights too.

[tinan] will miss the times we studied together. curry puff and barbecue flavoured ruffles anyone? the badminton too.

[giddy] mono-brow 4eva!. i shall say no more. don't flame me in my tag board. oh, and if u try hard enough, you could eventually beat me at arm wrestling. =)

[be ho] OR GWEE CHIA! zoot. faggot! lifes gonna be in a lot more boring w/o your ultra lameness. maybe we'll end up in the same poly......^^

[aravinth] WHERE? our very capable head, who only knows one hymn. THE WAY THAT HE LOVES IS AS......... heheh.

[denny] wait until end of o's man. i will own you @ RYL okay!

[eden] control the belt buckle. don't be too depressed about leaving miss goh behind. pawnstar!

[kanesh] one day treat me go eat high class swiss rolls and chawanmushi okay? since you live a few floors above me, i guess i'd have to suffer you for a while longer. dang.

[kennethko]pro gamer. stay in touch. i need someone to game with next time.

[ian] branded chairman. everything also want branded. like me =). but the only difference is that you get it, and i don't. will miss you as much as all the rest of the ultra gh3ys in my class seating area. we should meet up next time for bridge. =) very capable and charismatic person, although most people will remember you as PTA charman's son, i shall remember you...... as a very small PTA chairman's son. heeee. God bless.x)

[sherm] whack. you graduating this year? heeehee.. sure one lar. ;) will miss whacking you. oreo cream.

[darryl] meow. keep playing badminton ya...

[joel lian] poking your sides will be something dearly missed. almost as fun as electrocuting a hamster. your impeccable command of english will get you far. all the best.

[chongming] loverboy. still waiting for you to quit the infatuations and manage to get a real one. good luck!~


[jeremy]hey fats. oh wait... not like i'm very far.... =)shmart ass! next time don't know how everyone will manage to do their maths questions w/o you. 110% for amaths? oh, and will miss all the singing on the podium. heee awesome. God bless.

[arif] remember you drawing you name on every worksheet. and all the really really scary laughter. its gonna be a lot quieter after you leave. sighhh. Good luck in everything~.

[chris] class bridge introducer. i am forever indebted to you. *grin*

[sanjay] hope your relationship with jeremy goes well. :) very similar personalities. hahah.

[dan sim] sure plays the piano better than talking. ah well. not that it's bad, but it makes it harder to write anything because i don't know you well. all the best anyway.

[stanley] another sabs member. hope you don't get caught by people like marimuthu too often for doing the right things. rock on.

[nick] band-ass. sony ericsson club member. will miss all the racist comments. brother in arms. ;)

[ker han] another smartass. i love your blog. always very interesting. wonderful person. all the best.

[shawn tan] zombie. sat next to him and puden last year. thanks for all the times you lent me your belt so i wouldn't get caught by julia huang. cool hairdo.

[pooooooden] still find it hard to believe that your name is in the bible. go check 2 timothy. =) your maths is as good as mine. gotta work harder. like me. hehe. hope to see u get where you wanna go.

[vickland] my middleman to getting my doses of manga. indian reading manga, hard to come across mann. :) can u pass me magister negi magi book 3 when it comes out? heeee during the hols?^^

[lebbie] class model. the epitome of lameness. my mother's good friend's son. i always get compared to you. sigh. always losing. also the class mascot. can be seen on the class tee main design on the front. so pretty hor. ah welll.....hope your relationship with jasonnnnnn.... don't get your mom see this. hehe. mini-golfing buddy. must meet up next time to play hor. faggot!

[sean wong] cassanova. when you gonna settle with one? hee. hope your path is filled with chio bu's. purple sunshine?

[pohchong] always running in front of everyone, super eager to go to class. still can't figure out why. run poh chong run. and try not to be such a loner okay? hope you meet more people like yourself in the future. maybe you could relate to them... have fun~

[boyu] your the longest surviving person to have sat in front of me. pei fu. don't run off the australia like banana okay?. small fart. will miss the cuteness and the lameness of boy. distortion? or was is cock. eee... >.<

[jason.y] you still owe me a coffee. got stripped in class by us. lets just say a very sporting person, and a loyal friend. also very lame. DUI~.

[vicknesh] aiya. dunno you well enough. good luck in all your future endeavours.

[joel tan] dunno you well enough to write very much. God bless anyway!

[kenneth yoong] pervie

[wei hao]but i like your bowl hairrr.... heehee... badminton buddy. keep improving in your long shots.

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i will miss everyone.... =) cya..... next week for practicals! hehe. still got a while together right? oh shoot. why did i crap so much!!!!! alamak

i'll miss everything... esp the bridging, the teachers, and the atmosphere in general.

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (72%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (36%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Are You Right or Left Brained?
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just as i expected. ah well. back to studying~

thank God i made it through today. many things i wish i could say to release all the negativity in me at the moment. but i shaln't.
but just wondering. do u think its acceptable for a teacher to use demoralize and to ill-wish students just because she's got a problem?

well, miss lee pulled me up in front of class and called me a failure to the school, possessing not social skills, crude, and said that i could go ahead and mug for my distinctions but i would never get them.

and what for? for telling her that i didn't want to continue a project that i was unwillingly forced into by her, and because she kept dragging it for extended periods of time. and she, being the kind of person she already is...(oh wait, i mean the inferior lifeform she already is), said that i was just lazy and said that i was coming up with excuses to not do it, despite trying to tell her that i had no time for such commitments especially with the exams in two weeks.
plus the fact that it is MY decision whether i wanted to do it or not, because its was originally not supposed to concern me, makes her all the more in the wrong.
she even slammed to phone on me last night, threatening to "give me a shelling" if i dared to turn up in school today.

well now i guess everyone knows why they saw me standing the the carpark getting a scolding yeah?

ah well. i could complain to the school about it and get her into big trouble, because if i'm not worng, its not approved of in a teacher's conduct, i could publically humiliate her in the straits times forum page, orrr.... i could just let it go.

i guess i should let it go.
forgive as the Lord has forgiven you.
really tough principle to practice. guess maybe i should start now.

i gave up on life,
But not on God.

i don't know. maybe there's something God's trying to tell me something through this experience.
tomorrow is filled with uncertainty.

its not about how i'm going to deal with it,
its about how much i trust God to leave the matter to him.

Teach me to trust... more

please.

exams are coming, and i just thought i should tell this joke which my bro's friend told him. i thought it was funny....well maybe coz its gotta do with indians. x) so shoot me.

one day, and indian guy and a indian preacher went golfing. at the first hole, about 3 feet away from it, and indian guy putted the ball, and unfortunately missed it by a few inches.

[indian] holy poppadum! i missed!
[preacher] don't swear! god doesn't like it when we swear!

at the next hole, the indian guy was 3 feet away, putted it, and missed by inches again.

[indian] holy poppadum! i missed!
[preacher] don't swear! god doesn't like it when we swear!

at the next hole, the same thing happened.

[indian] holy poppadum! i missed!
[preacher] don't swear! god doesn't like it when we.....

the heavens opened and a bolt of lightning came down, striking the indian preacher dead....
and a voice from heaven exclaimed:

[god] holy poppadum! i missed!

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i thought it was pretty cool. ah well. if you didn't think its funny, please understand that its the exams fault. if it was funny, then its my fault. ;) okay, kidding.

and if it wasn't funny, please proceed to
http://www.geocities.com/rocketjess/weirdmanga/weirdmanga.htm
for your daily dose of really funny/nauseating medication.
(its about pokemon, so if you are a fan, go get a bag to puke in, and if you think pokemon is hellspawn, this is reinforce your beliefs. =D) this is really bad, as in bad in a funny sorta way. haha. enjoy.

i think someone up there doens't want me to play the computer. sigh. today i decide to take some time off and see how everything is going in my mmorpg fantasy world. and it just lagged like crazy, my com started running virus scan in the background to make matters worse, and a almost dropped my favourite helmet that i just gemmed a few minutes before. and not only that, i died in-game twice to a pathetic stump monster that i'm supposed to be able so take out.

bah. with so many signs pointing @ the [dont play me] sign, i suddenly feel even more tired of studying. arghz! can't even get a moment of relaxation. nugget lar.

oh, and i just did that personality disorder thing which i found on ker han's site. damn cool. really accurate

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid 38% Schizoid 38% Schizotypal 74% Antisocial 54% Borderline 70% Histrionic 46% Narcissistic 14% Avoidant 50% Dependent 70% Obsessive-Compulsive 54%

Take Free Personality Disorder Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

and according to statisticsm i'm dependant, don't do relationships properly, and i have weird perceptions. according to average. gosh. scarily.... true. (some stuff in the chart didnt come out properly, but i closed the page before i did anything. ah well....)

how much perseverance does a man have?
how much can he take before he succumbs to the pressure?
is the path thread worth it?
questions asked - returning as though they were shouted into an empty room.
so many questions, so little answers.

the last lap has begun, and i can already feel my legs buckling under the immense pressure. the option of pulling suddenly feels extremely tempting. i just wished it would all just go away. the exams, studying... everything....

what is there to hold on to, when everything seems like a mess? who is there to guide you when no end to the turmoil is in sight?

And like a newborn baby

Don't be afraid to crawl

And remember when you walk

Sometimes we fall, so

Fall on Jesus

Fall on Jesus

Fall on Jesus and live.

Sometimes the way is lonely

And steep and filled with pain

So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then

Cry to Jesus

Cry to Jesus

Cry to Jesus and live.

extracted from "Untitled Hymn (Come To Jesus)" by Chris Rice

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

Matthew 11:28

ONLY ONE MONTH TO O'LEVELS. STOP
LOOKING @ OTHER PPLE'S BLOGS AND GET TO WORK.

or as shawn cho puts it, "step on it."
or as cashmere puts it, "waste my time only lar. NUGGET!."

will be blogging even less than i already do. i promise more lame jokes and more episodes of the "misadventures of dc's maid" after the o's. sincere apologies to all viewers.

oh, and i think Milla Jovovich should get implants. silicone. fire-resistance. (okay, out of point. fineee.)

that's it.

the end.

please come again soon.