i guess i crapped it up.
fourteen.
praise the Lord :)
i might not be what i'd wanted, not something that i'd be happy about, but i trust that He has a better plan for me.
anyway... i wanna go to poly.

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!

Philippians 4:4

let's be honest.
i still feel like crap.
sigh.
i should be happy. i'm really trying to be, but i guess its just easier said than done.
i feel like crying. sigh.
i don't really cry, but yea, i'm sobbing deep inside.

and to think that my aims were realistic. i didn't want a 6, or even under 10. all i wanted was something like 12pts. crapppp.
no expectations no disapointments, but i guess its normal for people to have even a small teeny weeny aspiration.
argh.
this is more crap than when i got psle results.

i cried at home that time when i realised i couldn't follow my friends into acs(i)
well.... this time i won't.

God's ways are higher than mine.
thank goodness, because i can't really see much light in this situation.

...that's what faith must be.

______________________end complaint__________________

congrats to all those who got what they wanted.
those who didn't, like me, cheer up okay?
coming from someone feeling like crap now, at least you know you're not the only one. :)
God bless.

the results are coming out tomorrow, and i, like most bloggers at this time, are not making it any easier for all the people worrying their heads off about the impending doom.
i shall now procede to add fuel to the fire, er... xue3 shang1 jia1 shuang1.

TOMORROW IS THE RESULTS!!

heee... so exciting!
but let's be honest here.
i'm freaked out. real freaked out.
i'm so freaked out i could cry right now. okay. i'm exaggerating. but yes, i am pretty freaked.

yesterday i had this dream that i'd get 22 points. don't ask me why 22 points, but i guess my subconcious thinks that failing is getting one over 21. busted! strange connection, but yea, the mind is a rather strange piece of nervous tissue.
the scary thing is that dreams do have a tendency to come true. just like the time i dreamt i woke up to brush my teeth, or the time i dreamt i was eating papaya. but oh well, my dreams more often then not are rubbish, and routinal, so i guess its normal for such fullfilment.
arghhh. the POSSIBILTY is freaking me out too.
its not even nerve-wrecking freaky...
it's intenstinal-twisting freaky, its anal-retentive freaky...

remember what i said on the 25feb, 5.15pm about what could happen to your exam paper?, welll.... i'm suddenly wishing i didn't think so much. what iffff........ ARGHhHz.

just thinking about the look on the teacher's face tomorrow as she passes me my results slip. nOoOOoo... i'd better not keep imagining things. i believe i could blame barney for such a horridly imaginative mind. CURSE YOU BARNEY!.

sighhhh. i told ya, i'm not making it any less nervous for anyone.
not even myself.

and not only that. i'm so freaked to the point somebody's stealing cards outta my deck. (hence the phrase a few cards short of a full deck, for your morons.) im screw-loose at the moment. please excuse my ramblings.

so please tell me your results tomorrow okay? i'd like to know, so we could like all get drunk or all go play pool if we do well, or...

we could all get drunk or all go play pool to drown our sorrows!
anything also can lar.
anything stupid? do together. :) thx.
stupid is as stupid does....

i went to see the dance people today at that anti-drug dance thingy.
did i mention i have totally bad timing?
well... so i went with caleb and his two church friends who decided to tag along(so many chio bus how can not come hor?!).

welll... we came early and decided to go off to kfc for lunch.
we came back not too long after, to discover that we missed the dance item.
whoopssss....
sorrie!

well... at least i heard that it was pretty good. :) seeee?! i've got faith!~
wonderful excuse.
we were in time for the cheer part though.
...much to the relief of lebbie.
although i personally felt that the make up for our school dance people made them look like something out of resident evil, i'd think strange make-up doesn't make pretty faces uglier by much. :)

lets just say our school dance people are good. ^^ much better than anything i could have ever do in this lifetime. keep up the good work ya!

den i walked over to collect my specs. feels good to have my specs back.
and i think i've learnt not to wear my specs and play any sport that involves violent people. ^^
heh heh heh...

The Difference

I got up early one morning and rushed right into the day;

I had so much to accomplish. I didn't have time to pray.

Problems just tumbled about me, and heavier came each task,

"Why doesn't God help me?" I wondered. He answered, "You didn't ask."

I wanted to see joy and beauty, but the day toiled on gray and bleak;

I wondered why God didn't show me; He said, "But you didn't seek."

I tried to come into God's presence; I used all my keys at the lock;

God gently and lovingly chided, "My child you didn't knock."

I woke up early this morning, and paused before entering the day;

I had so much to accomplish. I had to take time to pray.

-Grace L. Naessens

worry worry worry...

results results results...

... nah.

results this monday!~ yippeee...
crap. im nervous. i have no idea why. honestly.
i guess it finally dawned on me that despite not needing THAT good a score for poly, i'm gonna be like totally screwed if i crap it up with something like 20+ points.

freaky. anything can happen. especially since i'm totally capable of achieving 20+ points.
for all those who aren't worried, has it ever occured that your paper could have been stuck in the airplane's turbines by accident while loading?
or the marker could have spilt his coffee on your papers, smudging the ink?
or maybe they loaded your OAS sheet the wrong way into the machine, or the WRONG machine for for that matter.
wheee... x) so many possibilities.

i could write one of those worst-case-senario books.
okay, i'll stop trying to freak everyone out.
contrary to popular belief, i am more freaked out than you know it.
weelllll.... a little more freaked out than you think.

okay, and asking around, most of the people i know are gonna end up in better jc's, or have ambitions to do so, so the chances are that i won't be seeing you after you guys the results are out.
the thing is that there is still one week of school after the results, before the march holidays.
so if you think i'm a friend and are able to come to school, please come during that one week at least once okay? i'll wanna give at least a note to all the people that i'll miss after i end up in poly.

but yea, don't miss me...
more than i'll miss you all. :)

oh, and hopefully it won't be the last time i see you all.
pool or a movie would be nice. :)

all the best for the results!
and seriously...

don't do anything stupid.
if you reallllly want to, please call me.


... and lets do it together.




....like maybe run around orchard road acting like complete retards.

okie? :) *grin*

went bowling with kelving, michelle and claire, and their secondary school friend jonathan (he's not a flirt. how uncommon. :)
was pretty fun, didn't really bowl well, around my poor, pathetic average of 100. wheee. x)
but somehow bowling is on of the few things that i can't do for nuts and yet find it fun. strage.

results are out next monday. kinda confirmed, unelss they delay it even further.

although i'm not really anxious or jittery and stuff, i really hope i can get reasonably good grades. so mummy will buy me a bigger fish tank for my little lobsters and crabs which i'm gonna get! =)
i'm not gonna eat them when they grow bigger though, so don't bother even coming to ask me for a lobster dinner or anything. plus, i don't even think they grow very big. oh well. ^^

im tired. i think i'll blog again later, or tomorrow.
too tired.
need a nap.
need sleeeeeep.

zZzzZzz...

pon-ed school today, avioded cmaths test. whopee!~

gahhh... my eyes!
can't see much. dang it. and all my old specs and lenses are like 100degress short.
i realised that navigating without specs is pretty darn hard.
i decided to meet fizz, kelv, ellyne, char, clarissa for pool.... and so the long and trecherous journey to hotel meridian began.
the path was filled with obstacles.

i got stuck at the tap-your-ezlink-gates (or whatever you call it.). for a moment i thought i forgot to bring my ezlink card, after i tapped it like 3 times only to be greeted my silence as a response. it might have given a beeping sound, but i could have sworn it wasn't from the machine i was at.
after a whole 30seconds. i realised i was tapping my card at one with the nice cross sign on it.
i then had to find a hole to stick my head in. sadly to no avail.

taking the mrt is hard without your specs. i've learnt not to stand in the area joining two cars together because you can't hear the announcements. thankfully i discovered that before i reached my stop. phew.

then came the waiting for the bus to go home. flagged the wrong bus because i thought it was 139. turns out it was some other 2 digit bus. crap mann...
when you even mistake two digits for three, its time you give up going around without specs.
they should make more 'hide-hide your face holes' ya'know. =/

then i reached home. and now i'm trying to assemble my old specs so don't bump into anything.
and suddenly i wished i didn't try toying around and removing the screws from them. gahhhh....
this is screwed up. geddit?! screwed up?! wahaha...
ah crap. im just so fulla shit at the moment. excuse me.
lack of clarity.
both visual and mental.

aw crap.
bad day yesterday
got my specs screwed. after getting punched in the face by catherine, and cracking on side of the PLASTIC lens on my specs, i'd think that was it.
then on the way home, the nose piece fell off. dang it.
somebody is definitely toying around with my day. sigh...
oh well... have to go make specs, and there goes my proposed trip to aust before poly term begins. oh, my fish tank is also being reconsidered as mom doesnt seem to trust me with fragile stuff anymore. gah.
and all because somebody punched me.
domino effect.
oh well... i don't expect to come out unscathed out of every sport do i?
what fun would there be if nobody got injured? ^^

pon-ed school today. pon-ed cmaths test. yipee.
gotta make specs. =/ gahhh...
i hope bad days don't carry over.

results will won't be out tomorrow.
yipee.
at least now everyone won't be as grumpy/cranky, and i can still hang out with them before everyone tries to commit suicide or something. ;)
im exaggerating. haha.
okay, so it should be out on wednesday or friday or next monday.
see how innacurate speculation can be?
and i honestly think the NIE letter rumour thing is just a load of monkeycrap.
don't be too worried okay?^^

that's the good part about the results coming out later.
the bad is that tomorrow we have gp debate!
our group's topic is :
"THB religion is a crutch of the weak"

pretty okay if you come to think of it, buttt....
(1) we're proposition.
(2) our group consists of 2 christians, 1 muslim, 1buddhist and only 1 free thinker.

gahhh. sensitivity? i suddenly feel like a atheist. maybe i could just pretend to be atheist lar. bleah. easier said than done.

the day after is cmaths lecture test. i don't understand cmaths. its just gibberish.
i need someone to tutor me tomorrow.
either that, or somebody who know's what he/she's doing, has to sit next to be so that i can erhem.... copy.
or i could just fail.

okay. choice three.
so much this coming week.
c'est la vie. sigh.

oh... matts leaving to australia again!~
crappp... only 1 xbox, 1 guitar session since he came back.
nOoOoo....
gonna send him off tomorrow after school... hope i make it on time.
bye matt!!~

somedays you just feel like you're life's little screw-up.
oh well. its one of those days.
can't really tell why though. it just kinda happens when you think too much.
crap.
i'd better get back to not thinking.
i might sprain my brain or something.

but anyway.
todays fun fair turned out okay.
manning the stall was just tiring to say the least.
...probably 'cause of the monotony and hot crappy weather.

our stall did surprisingly well.
really surprising.
i wonder how some people can come and spend a whole 16bucks to throw darts at stupid balloons. amazes me.
but i guess life's full of surprises ya?

the results are coming out soon.
speculations are that its on monday, 21feb, but there are other rumours for the 25feb and 29feb.
to be honest, while everyone is busy freaking out and stuff, i couldnt really care that much.
it could be that i've planned to go to poly,
but let's be frank. i'd like to get into poly with good results, just so that i'd be able to say that i COULD have gone to jc, but decided to go to poly to pursue passion over the stereotypically superior academically route... - looks good on the track record. ;)

but i've gone throught enough to know how unpredictable things can be. so i've not really decided on anything solid yet.

as the Lord leads.
i'd rather let the future rest in His hands rather that keep fretting over what i'd do when i grow up, how i'm gonna buy a big house, whether to get the porsh or the lamborg and stuff like that.
(plus the fact that i'd like to think the world would end before i enter the workforce. ^^)
who knows?
i could be riding a donkey in africa doing mission work. (do they have donkeys in africa? or do they ride cars or something... i digress.)

... for i know who holds tomorrow, and i know who holds my hand.

setting up the stall was absolute crap.

okay, it did allow me to do some drawing and stuff, but if you don't enjoy what you're drawing, i think it really defeats the purpose. oh well.
got the green slip today to go out with sherene and marianne to buy stuff at bras basah for the stall. ended up not buying very much, but enough to push the stall from inexistence to insignificance. still crappy, but it IS an improvement. ^^
and looking at the rest of the stalls, the stalls current condition isn't that bad. =D

whee.
doing nothing equates happiness.
slacking is a way of life.
after the whole setting up of the stall thing, i went to hang out with kelv and annabella, eating at subway and just crapping.
feels good to just sit around and just talk rubbish. anything and everything.
we should get together and do this more often. :)

tomorrow is the fun fair!!!
sad to say tho, i'm not excited. gah.
at least i get to meet my other jc friends when they come. then we can crap together again!

bleah. i'm fulla crap.

dang the complexity.
i don't really feel like blogging today.
=/

anyway... tomorrow we start putting up the stall for the funfair the day after.
honestly speaking, i think its gonna be a flop.
but oh well... not like it's my fault for coming up with the idea. lalalalala.

balloons and darts. one of the oldest games in the book.
doesn't make much money, isn't much fun...

...and we're doing it.


sigh. whooopeee. i'm so excited.

was at matt's house yesterday, and got to fiddle around with his electric.
i have got to get me one of those man.... gonna be my first, so anyone has a good second hand one with amps? cheap cheap.^^ contact me. :)

still yet to watch constantine and finding neverland, and spongebob comes out next month. oh joy. somebody please call me out!!

bleah. okay. im tired. that's it for now.

can't think of anything much to write so i decided to blog about some strange things i've realised about the school and other things that i have discovered during the time i've been in the school.

DID YOU KNOW?

#1
there's a j1 girl(no, i don't know here) and she looks like a female version of
jun hong(randy). mannn.... that is like sooo wrong. all ex-sas sajc people should keep a look out for her. its really freaky...
i hope she doesn't stumble across this blog and acutally know who jun hong is, or i'll be royally screwed.
but what are the chances of that happening?
but hey, what are the chances of getting a female jun hong spawn? x)

#2
next to the PCCG(pastoral care and career guidance) notice board in the cafe, there's this nice little pencil scribbling which says "mr muthu has hairy ears."
heh heh heh. :)
marimuthu fans unite.
i saw him in the secondary school while visiting the other day. i actually think he's giving up shaving 'em.

#3
the toilet door behind the gallery gives a nice view of the guys changing as the door, perpetually left open, is in such close proximity to the girls toilet. talk about no privacy. but i wonder why the guys notice what's next door due to the long queues of girls waiting to get into the cubicles.
guys on the other hand, nonchalently change next to the laterine as the stupid cleaner auntie always seems to be trying to flood the toilets everytime we have pe.

#4
all but one of the carom boards in school have sharp corners instead of round ones, making it harder to sink anything.

#5
when a drink from the drink dispenser at the drinks stall says "sold out"
...it dispenses water. (which smell's like your drink, but tastes like water... queer.)
(&*&%^+#~"%+@?!!!* i spent 45cents figuring that out >.<)

#6
the muslim stall auntie like poser chinese who try to speak malay. just try it, she'll probably give you a larger portion of chicken, in addition to calling you handsome. upsize that self-esteem and fill that stomach? just say the magic words.

#7
toilets next to the cafe have the most powerful flushes around. before you flush the crap down, remember to step back or to the side, or you may just get a free hand wash. ewww.

#8
kelvin tan(econs) a crazy gay person who love's to giggle to himself. he also seems to have lipstick on, and in addition, has an uncanny resemblance to william hung. the scary thing is that he keeps coming after me. i think i should step down from being class rep. i hope he doesn't read my blog. ^^ he DOES seem rather tech-savvy though. with all those mp3 examples he tries to fit in his econs lects.... i get scared sometimes. ahhh...

<--okay, i can't really think of anymore at the moment.-->

disclaimer: all facts listed above are most certainly facts, but however, they may just be a figment of daniel's imagination(perceivably facts to daniel) , turning out to be just a hallucination or something. so please please, don't come after him if anything offends you.
not my fault.
*pfffft*

-the management.

just came across something totally amusing. :)

http://http://outpostnine.com/editorials/teacher.html

its about this guy in japan. editorial.
really racist, occasionally dirty, but really funny.
[nc-16]
read it if u have the time. pretty long.

gah.
remind me never to play basketball, badminton, and have pe on the same day okay?
dang it. my legs hurt, and tomorrow is pe AGAIN. sighhh.
badminton today in school was surprisingly fun, coz its the first time we managed to loan a badminton net. ^^

___________end school update.____________

this has got to be the bestest best valentine's day ever. =)
no, i did not get a date or anything. ^^
but i got presents. yipeee =D
thank you thank you thank you everybody!

storm in a teacup? nah.
lets just say im not used to celebrating valentine's day anyway. its like in secondary school, valentine's day is like totally inexistent, except when asking the teacher for less homework or something. presents? no such thing either.
so you may ask, 'where is was the love?'
we kinda spread the love around by thumping each other hard on the back, or a knee-jab (with lotsa love or something).

which is why i didn't bring anything for everyone in my class. sigh. ain't proud of it tho.
its just that it never really occurred to me that everyone would be so enthu about valentine's day. sighhh... i WOULD have given everyone a present if i knew the reality of the situation sooner, but i didn't.
sowwwwie.
i feel really bad about it.

hence i resolve to be better next valentine's day. (heh heh... but i'll be in poly. loopholes loopholes!)
hahahah... kidding (not about the "i'll be in poly part", sadly).

just stay tuned on the last day of school okay? :)

the big v-day has arrived. again.
never has been a holiday, although they should seriously consider doing so, as it probably would increase the population growth of singapore to a certain extent.
government propaganda aside, valentine's day is gonna be the usual.

i'll be doing..........

nothing.

...yes, nothing.

note: this is not an attempt to invoke symphathy to get a date for tomorrow. neither is it an advertistment. thank you. however, if this has caught your eye. please call me for negotiations. ;) yea right.

but instead of feeling all crappy for myself, i've decided to spread the love around.^^
"make love, not war!"

er hem. maybe not. anyways...

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!~ :)
GOD LOVES YOU TOO! ^^

okay, now go spread the love some more.
dateless tomorrow? try God.
plenty of slots available.
just a prayer away. :)

peace out-

class 'reunion' at KH's house today. i wouldn't really call it a reunion though, because not that many people came, but it was good nonetheless. many thanks to KH and family for everything.

i finally learnt to play majong today. sua ku right? =D
haha... my family hates gambling. so i guess i never really had exposure to such stuff. but i got to learn today :). so much for keeping the bad stuff out of reach. heheh.
majong is fun (even w/o the money). whee. (the last time i touched those white bricks was like in kindergarten, when a neighbour tried to teach me. but i guess it doesn't really count, coz at that time i couldn't even grasp what the numbers on dragonball cards were for. - so this is technically a first)

i finally played doom 3.
well, not for a very long time, but it did leave quite a big impact.
its good. real freaky.

we watched mighty morphin power rangers on telly again! yipee~
nostalgia.
one of my favourite childhood shows. i still remember borrowing it from my primary school classmate and watching it three times (once in the com lab and twice home).
"uh oh, we're in trouble...." lallala.
all the wonderful memories.
school at the moment is one of the best things that has happened in my life. i hope it never becomes just a memory. sighh....
but depressing stuff aside, i shall list my favourite childhood shows(not in order of merit, coz i liked them all very much):

1. animaniacs
2. freakazoid
3. carebears!
4. barney and friends. (yesh. the big, fugly, purple and gh3y one. really. x)
5. the smurfs
6. ninja turtles
7. swat cats
8. double dragon
9. power rangers

if only things could be as carefree, retarded, happy and gay like it was when we were kids.

now everything is just.... complicated.

... oh, and retarded and gay. oh well, 2 outta 4 isn't that bad is it?

on the other hand, at that time i thought girls were the most repulsive, sick entities on earth. ahhh, the the wonders hormones can do huh. :) thank goodness for SOME change. ^^

couln't catch constantine today. dang it.
all places were fully booked. sigh
next week anyone?

tickets for the funfair have NOT been collected, monday is the last day. so if anyone wants, please please come to me. thanks. :)
the funfair is on the 18th of feb, and our class has yet to confirm anything. yay -_-"

well, we're supposed to do something like throw the darts at some stupid balloons hanging around the place. those who manage to burst them, may or may not get tokens to redeem for free gifts. now who is blue heck came up with the idea. >.<

we've yet to buy anything, we've yet to get anything planned, yet to allocate responsibilities.
fantastic. we are like the most organised class you've ever seen. [sense the sarcasm]
looks like saint andrew's village has to be built on credit after this =X, and the principal or kelvin tan, or whoever, is like going to come after us for falling short of the target. yay. at least we're all in it together.
armed with our "scold scold lor, as long as we don't have to work" mentality, we will attempt to do virtually nothing about the stall unless forced to do otherwise. (we didn't even publicise. x)
lazy freaks we are.... ^^

okay. gotta go bible study!~ brb

chinese new year : day2

10am - left house, went visiting.
11am - eat breakfast @ some indian stall as all chinese stalls are closed
12am- 5pm - visit distant relatives.

okay. i've come to a conclusion that visiting distant relatives are the most 'bo hua' (not worth money) thing to do.
reasons:

1. your parents spend so much time having to catch up with them, like what they're working as, what they're doing at the moment, and all that crap that little kids like us couldn't care about.
2. they only give you those angpows with 4 to 6 dollars in 'em

you'd think they'd give more for the amount of time you wasted. but noooo... argh. if only i had more closer relatives. oh well... you can choose your friends but you can't choose your relatives. =/

___________________end day2____________________

tomorrow is collection day for the sajc funfair tickets! how how how?! die larrrr... i've sold 4/20 tickets. KELVIN TAN is gonna kill me! (if that is humanly possible.;)

its like damn scary lor.

i wanna watch constantine and finding neverland. someone please invite me out one of these days!~ thx

and i've got nothing left to blog about. just that i've uploaded/linked the pics for the recent events, so feel free to take a look. =) they're on the right of the page.

chinese new year day1 : part2

10pm - all the relatives have left. finally. watched american idol. many many red packets.

the relatives coming over has been a tremendous success. i seem to have gotten more than last year in terms of cash, although its only been 1 out of 2 days. funkae.
sadly i don't really have that many relatives, and every year, the list seems to be getting smaller, with people here and there taking a one-way trip to the 'nether-lands'(not the country doofus'... you should get my point)
sad ain't it.
oh well... most of the time i end up giving my cash to my mom, who spends it for me. =/ *hrumph* probably the only time she rejoices in having 4 children, so i'll let her have her fun. x)

gained 0.5 kilos today according to the innacurate weighing scale (alrightttt.... im in denial). crap chinese new year. bloody good food. crappppp!
tomorrow i shall exercise.
exercise some self-control ;) coz i'd definitely not be able to get myself to do anything else. especially during a holiday.

chinese new year is dead boring. but "one for the money, two for the show, three to get readyyy.... now go, cat go!"~
(okay, that's totally not my generation, but it fits the occasion, so who cares. )

tomorrow its time to be a loan shark, and go from door to door to collect money. :)
im sooooo exciteds. yea right.

[impt notice]
collection of fun fair tickets very very soon. all those who WANTED to buy, please contact me asap. thanks

movie review.

caught howl's moving castle last night at 11.20pm.
by the director of spirited away, hayao miyazaki.
i think i'm biased towards anything by miyazaki. it was a great show. :)
4.5/5 stars.
it would have gotten 5 if not for some unclear parts due to lack of background story, and some cheesy, movie cliched parts of the show and the lack of variation in the music. a lighter, less disturbing version of spirited away, with more easy-to-understand bits and compared to the former. however, it still falls short of spirited away. overally, it was fantastic. ^^
-recommended-
okay, all that's left is to watch finding neverland.

__________________end of review___________________

day1 chinese new year. (up to 12.30pm)

i think my new shirt is nice. x) welll... i like it at least.
this year i realised that i'm cheating a lot more about the wearing red chinese new year thing.
my shirt is white with blue and grey vertical stripes, and i wore jeans.
no red. so i donned a nice red tie and red socks just so that all the tradition-abiding relatives wouldn't complain. cheater.

10am - went to grandma's house. saw relatives, collected angpaos. mission accomplished.
12pm - reached home, waiting for the rest of the relatives to come and deliver the red packets to me. x)

"if mohammad is a lazy bum and doesn't want to go to the mountain, the mountain will come to mohammad."
or was it something else? ;)

rest of the day update coming soon.

chinese new year.

'tis the season to be jolly. fa[as in fa cai] lah! fa lah! fa fa fa!~
the money starts to roll in. yeah. :)
tonight was my paternal side family reunion. it was great. its not like you get to eat sharksfin
and abalone every day, but to be honest, its i wonder what's so great about them.

to be honest, abalone tastes like rubber chicken. face it.

sharksfin? its just a cruel. and you can like get the same thing from cutting off pig's ears or something. heck, you could get it from cutting off your own ears!. cartilage. even your nose has is. and what? they have to go kill the nice sharks for em. sick shits. and if it comes from the person who thinks frying live prawns is fun, it has to be really unecessary.

poor sharks.

today my friends and i went back to sas. the place isn't that great come to think of it. its wonderful compared to the previous campus, design wise its quite fugly. the fact that its pink isn't much help either.
we reached late, and the chinese new year celebrations were over, but i did see quite a few of my choir juniors. they still look like kids. can't believe they're sec4... haha
the teachers were there too. saw ms chua, ms tan(with mr gordon goh as usual *hinthint*) mdm jaya, chem yeo, mr michael lim, and to my disdain, dora(surprisingly enough, she wasn't trying to screw me over as usual. thank goodness).

we bumped into ms gan at ps too. what a coincidence.

okay, after all the visiting and wishing happy new year, we went over to shop. sooo fun x).
i didn't buy anything, being the undecisive person i am, so i'd probably have to wear my old jeans with my new top. but im fine with that. not that particular anyway.
but it was nice just going out with my friends anyway. its been a while since i've seen them.
... and its really the little things that make you happy.
i felt happy eating gelato and takopachi and shopping
maybe im just easy to please. but i guess that's a good thing. :)

oh, and since this is technically new year for the chinese, i shall talk about new-age culture. i've noticed many new ideas and things that have come about. today i shall give examples of new age idioms. (courtesy of me and my friends and relatives)

ian: "still water runs deep,
dc: *aparently hearing wrongly* "stale water tastes funny."
[sweatdrop -.-"]

grace: "how can u drink all that white wine? its like full of empty calories"
bro: "empty calories make the most noise"
[sweatdrop -.-"]

fedrick: "im as poor as crap(which can be heard as 'crab' due to poor articulation)"
ian: "haaa? why crab?"
fedrick: "crab no money wad!"
[sweatdrop -.-"]

and all that happened in a day.
chinese new year brings about stupid things.
as its the year of the rooster,
KH says: "talk cock."

what lie's beneath.

i really dislike backbiting and stuff. =/ its like one moment some people are sooo nice and the next they could be jabbing needles into a voodoo doll. sigh...
surprisingly nothing of that sort of thing has happened to me(of which i know of), but i've come to know too much for my own good in school, and honestly, i don't like it one bit.

i'd go for preschool-style anytime.
"i don't like you. don't fwen you anymore! i tell mommy ah!"

presently, it's more like:
"i don't like you but i pretend to like you so i can get you into trouble and malu or sabo you in an attempt to make your sorry life even more miserable. oh, and while i'm at it, i could screw you over big time.... so there."

can't people be more honest and just be what they are. how hard is it to drop the facade?

can't we just be friends?
if only it were that simple.

i like almost everybody.
poo.
now i'm confused.
double poo.

steamboat steamboat!~
yum yum yum.

today we had og outing number 3... i think.
i was the only guy.
fantastic.
the other 3 guys pang seh-ded me.
nephew's birthday, gang fight, no halal food. bleah... evil doers!~
ah well... it was fun tho. (possibly coz i was the only guy, but i digress ;)
=) especially barbequeing live prawns. it was like sooo cool.
*sadistic side showing*
it was like alive and kicking...
and bubbling butter...
jump jump jump. wheeee x)
man, i'm crazy.

something really really funny happened. really. but i shall not tell it to you. ;) the case of the ultra sua ku. wahhahha.
the person doesn't want me to tell, so i shalln't. too bad all you curious freaks. ^^. im so nice righttt? i
f u wanna know, then ask me in school. heh heh heh.

oh, and i found out i can't prepare crabs for nuts. as in, really cannot make it.
i too discovered that jilyn can be a maid. =D future work prospect. ;)

okay. im tired. tomorrow going to church!

blogger's block.
can't think of anything to write about.
but tomorrow's og outing again!~ eat steamboat!.
gahhh... fat fat fat. =/
okay. probably will have more to blog about tomorrow. :)

ahhh.
pool and famous amos.
some of the little, though normally insignificant things that bring happiness.
tomorrow's econs test.
a little stupid shit that craps up your day.
yay.
my class people will be knee-deep in monkeycrap tomorrow, after the teacher realised that more than half the class pon-ed geog lect. another one to the "TGIDTG"(Thank God I Don't Take Geog) list. the teacher is supposed to stink.
nyah nyah. *pffft*
i just love rubbing salt into wounds. ;)

ahh. school again.
couldn't play basketball during breaks because i didn't bring a change of clothes. stupid basketball president. i would take that basketball, and shove it up his..... ah whatever.
poo. just my luck.

i've got "samantha rocks" scribbled on my forearm thanks to you-know-who. bleah. thx dudette. that's so funkae. (-_-")... i'm supposed to be like sooo honoured. ;)

just thinking. time really flies. really. in a month's time the 'first-three-month' period of school will be over. sighhh... don't wanna think about it. its like i've just got into sajc, wonderfully adapting to everything, meeting many nice, fun, retarded people, and its like time to go.
mann... this stinks.
i hope i won't lose contacts with my friends again after this. just hope history won't repeat itself like in primary school. its depressing.

sleepyhead.
today was boring.
dead boring.

pe was okay i guess, not really fun, i mean... too many people chasing after a plastic flying dish.

chinese was like totally like twilight mann... i was zoning.
okay. pardon the lameness, i might have caught it from sherene today. i mean. she's lame. literally. but it was fun trying to get her around using a chair and stuff. it was fun watching too. oh man... im a sadist. sorrriiie! get well sooon anyway.^^
the movie screened was horridly boring. it had like totally nothing nice in it. draggy, monotonous, bleah. almost fell asleep. <---- which was amazing, in comparison to virtually everyone else in class. ;)

thinking about all the lessons in school(or the lessons missed), i realise that i'm totally fortunate that i dropped geog for art.
art is like tonnes more fun(or so in the opinion of all the rest of the people in my class, who keep looking out for the opportunity to pon lessons...), its once a week, and not only that, i get really really really long breaks. hey geog students... suckas! ;)